freaking out about cku

That is CKU - M. I keep calling it that. IS it because I want people to know which one I am talking about? OR IS it because I like associating myself with the M...Masters? Hmmm. I've never even been to a crop. Now 5 days of classes and crops. I'm freaking out...a little. 5 days away from my family. I'm just not the kind of person who needs get aways. Maybe if I got away more...I'd be better at it. But I don't. I could. But I don't. I love to stay at home. I like for everyone to be all together at home all the time. AND I don't want to cook. Is that SO much to ask for? 5 days. What if I miss something? What if someone looses a tooth? None are loose right now - but still. I KNOW it will be great. I KNOW. Ok guys - no one do anything cute until I get back - 'kay? k